I think that it is truly a gift to be able to comfortably share a silence with another human being.
sometimes, just being around certain people can be healing.
i don’t know how to
find the words that
lie beneath the empty
layers of my
and so i peel, and
i peel back these layers
day after day
shedding my past
and heavy heart.
i think i’ll just wear
this silence like an anchor -
i am drowning again.
tonight, i am thankful for my best friend
because she makes me feel like i’m alive for a reason.
i love you.
i wish i knew how to stop being such a self-destructive human being
thanks but i’m not a believer
i am perfectly content with hating myself
i can’t wait to be back up in boston on august 29th. still can’t believe i’m spending my next four years there.