I think that it is truly a gift to be able to comfortably  share a silence with another human being.

sometimes, just being around certain people can be healing. 

i don’t know how to
find the words that
lie beneath the empty
layers of my
existence
and so i peel, and
i peel back these layers
day after day
shedding my past
and heavy heart.

  i think i’ll just wear
       this silence like an anchor - 
             i am drowning again.
 

tonight, i am thankful for my best friend

because she makes me feel like i’m alive for a reason.

i love you. 

i wish i knew how to stop being such a self-destructive human being

thanks but i’m not a believer 

i am perfectly content with hating myself 

i can’t wait to be back up in boston on august 29th. still can’t believe i’m spending my next four years there.